As I sat at the back of the class. I was keeping myself busy by reading the syllabus, I just wanted to go home. I hadn't seen my daughter all day, and I was starting to miss her. So there I was leafing through the pages trying to make the time go by faster.When my attention was caught by a woman who decided to sit at my table. She was the most beautiful person that I have ever seen in real life. She looked like she belonged on TV or better yet she belonged on a throne next to a king. Looking at her made me realize that I really need to work on me.
She looked so happy so carefree. She carried herself with pride. I spent the rest of the class staring at her. Everything about this woman was beautiful.. Her laugh, her attitude, her clothes.
I know right now I must sound like I have stalker potential......for all you know I have attached something to this blog to read your thoughts or to spy on you. lol that is a funny thought. But there are crazy people out there. I am nuts but I am only harmful to myself. So don't worry!
So to end my story , I left the class mesmerized. I wanted what that girl had, I wanted to self confidence. The entire drive home I daydreamed about running, swimming, and dancing. I could see myself on a stage while everyone in the audience looked up in admiration at me.
I might not be able to have everyone look at me in that way, but I want my girls to be able to look at me in admiration as opposed to disgust and shame.
CHANGE NEEDS TO HAPPEN!!!!!
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