Furious......

I am so furious right now. I had just written a post and it got erased!(making mean faces at the computer). I don't know if I can top that post. but I will try.
Lately I have been wanting and yearning to write. I miss the days when I could write for hours. I have always aspired to be a writer but I have always been so afraid. I suppose the fear is due to the fact that when I was 13 my step mother found and read my diary. Not only that but she locked me in her room as she recited all my entries back to me. I had to explain myself for every word that she read out loud. I was then told by my father that I could no longer write because writing just hurts people's feelings. He then threw my diary away. I need to unblock the fear that has kept me from writing because I need to write. It is my only escape!
( I tried to make this post better, but failed! I need to get back to work. Because an aspiring writer needs to pay the bills!)
HAVE A NICE WEEKEND ALL!